Well, I’m home! For awhile that is–I’m here for roughly two weeks before I head to Ft. Lauderdale for a month for training, and then from there I’m off to the U.K. and Europe for good.
Being home is good. Very good. I’m the type of person who tends to get so caught up in what I’m doing while I’m gone that I don’t think about home too often, but being home makes me realize once again what a blessing my family and church family and friends are. God has been so good to me.
One other nice thing about being home after two incredibly full and fast-paced weeks in Italy is that I now have a bit of time to think and reflect on things. Italy was fast-paced, but really the past month and a half have all been a crazy blur. It’s exciting to start a new chapter of life, but because everything happened so quickly, I feel as if the reality is just now catching up with me.
On another note, I was reading in Matthew 10 today. Matthew 10 consists of Jesus giving his disciples authority over diseases and evil spirits, and then sending them out with the charge to: “go…to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. And proclaim as you go, saying, ‘The Kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, cast out demons…” (vv. 6-8)
That first bit sounds great, doesn’t it? The Lord of all creation gives you his authority and tells you to go work miracles and preach. Awesome. I’d sign up for that. However, Jesus goes on with his instructions throughout the rest of chapter 10, and the picture gets a little less glamourous. He goes on to say things like this:
“Behold, I am sending you out as sheep in the midst of wolves” (v. 16–not a good thing. Wolves kill sheep.)
“Beware of men, for they will deliver you over to courts and flog you in their synagogues” (v. 17–Doesn’t sound like much fun anymore, huh?)
“Brother will deliver brother over to death, and the father his child, and children will rise against parents and have them put to death, and you will be hated by all for my name’s sake.” (vv. 21-22–Yikes.)
Maybe I’m all alone here, but at this point if I’m one of the twelve disciples, I’m raising my hand and asking about alternative plans of action. The working miracles bit sounded great, but the flogging and being hated is a bit rough. Surely there was another way?
But Jesus isn’t done with his speech yet. I think the most striking part of Matthew 10 is verses 26-31:
“So have no fear of them, for nothing is covered that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known. What I tell you in the dark, say in the light, and what you hear whispered, proclaim on the housetops. And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell. Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?And not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.“
It’s interesting here, because Jesus has just clued his disciples into the fact that they are going to be hated and beaten and possibly die for him, yet he follows that up by telling them repeatedly not to be afraid. How can that be? How does that even work?
I think that in verses 29-31, Jesus is sharing with his disciples the remedy for fear: knowing what their Father is like. You see, he’s told them not to be afraid, but why shouldn’t they fear? Because God cares for the sparrows, and not even one of them can be harmed without his leave. Jesus then shares a mind-blowing nugget of truth with his disciples: “…you are of more value than many sparrows.” That’s an astounding statement. If a sparrow cannot be harmed or die without God allowing it to happen, how much more would that principle ring true in the case of a person, who is much more valuable than a sparrow? Don’t miss the incredible two words in verse 29–Jesus is talking to the disciples about God, and he says, “Your Father.” God is not just “the” Father or Jesus’ Father; no, he is the disciples’ Father.
Wow.
So then, what is the remedy for fear, and what does it mean for us? The remedy for fear is an assured knowledge of the fact that God, my Father, has set his affections upon me and made me his child, and he is in absolute control of whatever comes my way.
What does this mean for me and for you? Not only does Jesus show the remedy for wrongful fear of those who can kill the body but not the soul, but he also shows his disciples an appropriate fear–fear of the one who can kill both body and soul in hell (that would be God, in case you missed it). Just as Jesus was sending his disciples out with the mission to take the Good News to people (some of whom would inevitably respond negatively and hurt or kill them), Jesus is sending you and I out today to bring the same Good News to the ends of the earth. Similarly, people will inevitably respond negatively to the Good News, and it will result in hatred, beatings, and possibly death. But regardless of the possible negative consequences, it’s the mission our King has given us, and knowing his love and healthily fearing Him above all else means that we will take completing our mission more seriously and important than any potentially adverse consequences.
Also, remember the flip side–yes, negative responses are inevitable. But, if we are faithful to the mission, positive responses are also inevitable, and lost people will find their much-needed Savior.
So what’s this mean for me? In short, it means this: I’m responsible to God alone for being faithful to the mission he has given me. If he gives me an opportunity to go to Somalia or to Iran or to Burma (all highly dangerous places) to share the Good News, I must go, despite any danger or possible harm. If Christ calls me to harm or death in his service, then so be it–it is enough for me to be like my master (v. 25).
When I came to Christ and pledged my allegiance to him, I left my “claim” or “right” to safety and comfort behind.
And so, my friend, did you.
Grace and peace,
Bear